My Writing

My Weird Essays

Jakkal vs Western BL

A brief thought on why I tend to bounce off of things made by English speakers that purport to be fujobait.

My Fics

I don't particularly want to mirror my actual fics here, but I will toss links over to my AO3 account! This is not a comprehensive list; obviously, you can check my full AO3 profile for everything. This is just some personal faves!

Fics are ordered by fandom first, and then reverse-chronological order (as in, "newest first".)

Once I have some essays/etc I want to write, I'll post them, too. But for now. Fics.

If the fact that most of these are labelled "Explicit" isn't enough for you: Most of these are R18. No children allowed, thanks.

Paradox Live

A brief, slightly unhinged Kantaro character study, on the things he'll do to keep people paying attention. Christened the "Kantaro's menhera era" freeform tag for a reason!
cw: Eroticized self-harm

reaching for another - Explicit - Iori/Kanata (implied Nayuta/Kanata, past Yohei/Iori) - 42,574 words [5/5]

My magnum opus at the moment. The fic where Nayuta doesn't come back at the same time that he does in canon, leading to a codependent grief spiral. It's a fun time! (Narrator voice: it was not.)
cw: Extremely dubious consent, dubiously consensual drug use, referenced suicide

you like people who wear perfume - Explicit - Iori/Kanata (implied Nayuta/Kanata) - 5,147 Words [1/1]

In which Kanata gets drugged by a mob and needs to be helped and Iori is very, very helpful.
cw: Nonconsensual aphrodesiac use, mildly dubious consent

staple gun - Unrated - Nayuta/Kanata - 651 words - [1/1]

Kanata still has nightmares, even after Nayuta comes back.
cw: idk it's just kinda weird

this song's dedicated to you, baby - Explicit - One-sided (Fantasizing) Anne/Aoi - 2,103 Words - [1/1]

I thought Aoi-kun deserved to have a nice fic posted on his birthday. So I wrote him jacking off.
cw: None really that aren't impplied by the characters involved?

Mahoutsukai no Yakusoku

Wherein an evil wizard steals Chloe's memory, and he and Rustica have to undergo a journey to get it back. Ends in a way that necessarily diverges from canon.
cw: Memory stuff, eye trauma

A collection of prompted vignettes about Rustica and Chloe.
cw: Noted on individual chapters.

A3!

buff penpen (real, not clickbait) - General - No ship (vaguely Chikage/Hisoka) - 362 words (and art) [1/1]

Buff penpen. No further comment.
cw: None. Buff penpen is real and he will help you.

only thinking about touch - Explicit - Chikage/Hisoka - 1,139 Words - [1/1]

I just wanted to write about my OTP fucking and bantering. So I did. You're welcome, universe.
cw: None.

crude therapy - Explicit - August/Chikage/Hisoka (Variously) -Vignette Collection

Various prompted vignettes about August, Chikage(/April), and Hisoka(/December).
cw: Noted on individual chapters.

the sun is rising in my head - Mature - Chikage/Hisoka, implied August/Chikage/Hisoka - 917 Words [1/1]

Chikage and Hisoka do a great job getting over August (they did not).
cw: Kind of weird grief processing?

Idolish7

Hey fellas do you ever pine after your dad's boytoy
cw: See above.

astroboy & me for life - Explicit - Ryuu/f!Tenn - 7,782 Words - [2/2]

I'm sorry this is literally just almost 8,000 words of Ryuu/rule 63!Tenn porn. Wait no I'm not sorry at all.
cw: Rule 63/nyota/genderflipped character/cisswapped character.

if i told you that i knew about the sun and the moon, i'd be untrue - Explicit - Sardinia/Shinkai, Mob/Shinkai (Hoshimeguri AU) - 4,485 Words - [1/1]

IT'S ME I'M THE REASON THAT EVERYONE THINKS SIRENA IS HORNY
cw: None really it's just really a hentai scenario

hissing little rattlensnake - Explicit - Yuki/Yamato - 4,313 Words - [1/1]

Hey fellas you ever have intercrural sex at one of your dad's weird industry parties?
cw: Potentially mildly underage depending on when you think it happens.